Man i am so tired of being at my house, this is becoming so completely unbearable. I dont know what i will do i need to know if my parents will ever get off my case about his fucking drug thing. i am so sick of waiting, i just want them to realize i am not such a horrible person, and that not all drugs make you into a horrible person, you are going to be who you are drugs or not.
I think today i said some stuff to get them off of my back for a little while, my boyfriend thinks i need rehab, but i dont believe in rehab, or therapy, or anything like that, the only person that can help you change is yourself. and i dont believe in phsychological addictions, i only believe in phsysical addictions.
man i miss hanging out with my friends and partying and being with tyler. i heard some rumor that he had tried to get with some girl at zach's party, but i'm not sure if this is true. things are going to good for us right now to fuck it up with some dumb ass rumor. I think i trust him, but i am not so sure.